Saturday, February 26, 2011

Where did this week go??

I don't know where time went, but it sure doesn't feel like a week has gone by since I got out of the hospital. My wrist still hurts, but the specialist that I went and saw yesterday said it looks great and is healing fine, keep doing what I was doing, end of story. So I guess that's then end of it, But I still don't have full motion back yet.

I have been doing alot of thinking about where I was last year, it seems like a whole different life time ago that I was squatting in that beautiful commercial lot up in the CD, at first so I could stay close to Nadine in Nickelsville. But when they barred her, and she went to Tent City #4, I stayed where I was. It was a good place, well built, park with bathrooms open 24/7 just 2 blocks away, on a major bus line. I was fortunate that the winter past was very mild, moderate temps and no snow, just rain. I was out in the weather every day, me and Boodah both, up by 9 and downtown to our spot, ready to work by 10am. I was my own boss, and stayed til 6 almost every night, then we'd head home, via the park, and be back in our boy-scout special ready for bed by 8. I lived pretty much my life based on the sunlight and weather.

Having read my sisters blog about how her and her husband Tyler hooked up per say, made me realize that I haven't had to build a new relationship like that in over 8 years. There was Danielle, and then Nadine, and I thought that was to be it. I feel to old to start all over with somebody. Its hard when I've spent so much time invested in such a deep soulful relationship, as the one between me and Nadine, one built on years of friendship first, then further. Now I have to start all over again, which does give me the chance to "hide" some parts of my past, but in the end, its my past that makes me who I am. And honestly, I'm too old to care, I am who I am, colorful past included.

Was excited to finally take some pictures and get them uploaded to my blog and Facebook, but as I was putting new batteries into it, I dropped it, and now it has issues. I can't believe that this camera traveled in my bag the whole time I was homeless and managed to survive, to Boise an back to Seattle, the only thing of value that Bitch from SouthPark didn't keep of mine when she robbed me and threw me out. Of course, it was in my bag, so I had it the whole time. I hope that if I work it a bit, maybe it will turn on, then case is loose and the buttons get stuck sometimes. I discovered that tis laptop has like 4 different card slots to transfer info from, so uploads should have been quick, and video too. Oh well, you will all just have to wait now. I am also working on  getting the scanner/printer of mine working again too, just looking for a power cord for it, somewhere in the mess.

1 comment:

  1. Too old to "start over"?!?!? You're just a kid!! But I understand totally!!!! Had a friend suggest I meet a single friend of hers and I almost panicked!! The past does make us who we are. Hopefully we can learn and move forward...Have a great week! Love you!

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